So I lost my cousin last Monday(he was 26 and commented suicide) .... Its been really hard on my family. My aunt I and I have become really close since I lost my mom last October in a car wreck.. This loss hurts so bad. She came to me and I told her I wanted to punch a unicorn in the face, rip all the color out of the rainbow, pull up a field of daisies and stomp on them cause I was so upset and angry.
Well the day of the funeral she came to me after wards and asked me to paint a painting in memory of my cousin, for he was a trouble soul for a long time and was never the same after his dad commented suicide when he was 16.. she wants me to show his life in a painting... well I don't know if you can tell but I paint happy, colorful things.. I want to do this for her.. but I am SO freaking stuck on where and how to even start.
And I wish more than anything in the whole world I could find someone who could relate.. For once in my life I actually feel alone in this situation of tragic events.
...where do I start...
How can I find it in me to
paint such a sad and horrible thing??
I hope to one day illustrate books for children...
Can I catch a break..plz...
Pain
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You are teetering on the precipice my friend!
Sticks and stones may break your bones, my glare will liquefy your freaking kidneys!
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You are teetering on the precipice my friend!
Sticks and stones may break your bones, my glare will liquefy your freaking kidneys!
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If you want to change the world,start with yourself!
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You are teetering on the precipice my friend!
Sticks and stones may break your bones, my glare will liquefy your freaking kidneys!
I like the movie Amelie too
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Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I’ll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Did I already thank you for the
Anyhoo...thank you for the
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